7 Practices That Restored My Buddhist Faith
Originally in Huff Post
Starting in my early 20s, I immersed myself in the study of Soto Zen,
first with my Japanese root teacher, and after his death with his American
successor. I lived in monastic or semi-monastic settings for a total of 15
years. Early on I was ordained as a priest; at some point I became a
teacher myself. During that time, Buddhism was my whole life.
Then, after 15 years my faith in this practice, once so strong, turned to
doubt. I began asking myself: What do I really know that is true? Who and
what can I really trust? I also asked: What has become of Lew, the person
I used to be so many years before?
I felt I needed to re-examine everything. I took off my robes, left my
teaching position and my residential community. I rented a house in town,
got a job, and set about living an ordinary life with my wife and
9-year-old son. I began taking apart the "carburetor" of who I was and
painstakingly re-assembling it, piece by piece. Each time I picked up a
piece, I had to ask, what is this? Can I trust it? Out of this lengthy
period of self-examination I came up with seven foundational practices in
Buddhism that I felt I could really trust, that were solid, trustworthy
and effective. These were: Sitting, Walking, Chanting, Bowing, Precepts,
Robe and Sutra.
I can't say that all seven are universal to every school of Buddhism, but
many of them are, and all of them are common to the meditation schools of
the three vehicles -- Theravada, Mahayana and Vajrayana.
Sitting was the core practice of the Buddha, the one that led to his
enlightenment under the Bo tree. Sitting is also the main practice of Zen.
During my many years of residential practice, I sometimes felt betrayed by
people or by teachers, and even by the teachings they offered, but I was
never betrayed by sitting practice itself. It was foundational.
The Buddha taught the "four postures" -- walking, standing, sitting and
lying down. These four postures pretty much include all activities; the
four postures means expressing mindful awareness in every aspect of life.
Walking can be a kind of meditation and expression of mindful awareness;
in Zen walking alternates with walking in long retreats. There is also
circumambulation - -walking in a clockwise circle as an act of veneration
--a s one of the oldest Buddist practices.
Chanting is not just Buddhist. People of all religions chant or sing. For
most Buddhists today, chanting -- whether a mantra, a sutra, the name of
Buddha or the name of a sutra -- is their primary practice. When I first
came to my teacher's temple in San Francisco's Japantown, there was a sign
posted outside the meditation hall: "Chant with your Ears." That seemed
rather mysterious until one day my teacher explained it this way: When you
chant with your ears, ego is set aside and everyone's chanting fills your
My teacher loved bowing. He used to say that we should be prepared to bow
in our last moment. Buddhists bow to each other and to Buddha, but this is
not idol worship. Buddha is not a god, but a representation of the highest
ideal of a human being. In the deepest sense, we don't really bow to
anything; we just bow. "The mast of your ego becomes horizontal when you
bow," my teacher said.
Buddhism is at root an ethical teaching, a way to live harmoniously in the
world with others without causing unnecessary harm. All the precepts boil
down to one teaching: ahimsa or
non-harm. Thich Nhat Hanh reportedly was asked once to summarize Buddhism
in one word, and said, "Ahimsa." I have never heard of a Buddhist sect or
tradition that rejects this principle.
These days I wear my priest robes for ceremonies and meditation; otherwise
I dress like anyone else. Most Buddhist laypeople do not wear a robe --
though a mala,
or Buddhist rosary, can be thought of as a kind of robe. In a metaphorical
sense, the robe means the protection or container of Buddhist practice.
Precepts are kind of robe, and when lay Buddhists formally receive the
precepts in many traditions they are given a small robe. My teacher also
taught the "formless robe," the robe you can't see but that you "wear"
through practice and faith.
The sutras are the sermons and teachings of the Buddha and his successors.
Sutras are the written expression of Buddhism. I have studied the sutras
my whole life. The sutras are the living record of the generations of
wisdom seekers that make up the 2,500 history of Buddhism. The word
"sutra" in Sanskrit literally means "thread," and originally referred to
the thread that bound the palm leaves on which sutras were written. Sutra
can also mean the thread that connects us with Buddhism's past, and with
all Buddhists living today. In that sense sutra means lineage and
These are the seven foundational practices that rescued my practice and
brought me back to my faith in it.